Archive for May, 2007

So I Listen To The Radio..and all the songs I used to know…

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

Last Thursday I had to attend a meeting in KL and since I’m no Nathan Petrelli, I had no choice but to be part of the traffic jam. As usual when there’s advertisements on the airwaves of one radio station, I would change channels and throughout the 1  hour journey managed to catch songs which made me feel my age. Funny how I could still sing along to those songs..

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1. Linear’s Sending All My Love To You: How can a song which repeatedly goes "I’m sending all my love, sending all my love to youuuu (sending all my…)" be a hit and made us danced to it??

2. Jason Donovan’s Too Many Broken Heart: The last time I heard of him was probably when I was in Std. 6 or Form 1. He will always remind me of my good friend Mish, who is responsible for introducing him and Kylie Minogue in my music scene :o)

3. Madonna’s Material Girl: Who could ever erase Madonna from your mind? From True Blue to Papa Don’t Preach to Like A Prayer to Cherish to Vogue to Take A Bow to Frozen to Hung Up..I’m a fan!!

4. Boy Meets Girl Waiting For A Star To Fall: I could still sing along to the chorus: Waiting for a star to fall and carry your heart into my arms, That’s where you belong in my arms, baby yeah!!"

Sheesh, I’m getting old!!

Only Love Will Make Me Do What I Don’t Wanna Do

Tuesday, May 15th, 2007

WHAT YOU WON’T DO FOR LOVE - Bobby Caldwell

I guess you wonder where I’ve been

I searched to find a love within

I came back to let you know

Got a thing for you and I can’t let go

My friends wonder what is wrong with me

Well I’m in a daze from your love, you see

I came back to let you know

Got a thing for you and I can’t let go

Some people go around the world for love

But they may never find what they dream of

What you won’t do, do for love

You’ve tried everything but you don’t give up

In my world only you makes me do for love what I would not do

My friends wonder what is wrong with me

Well I’m in a daze from your love, you see

I came back to let you know Got a thing for you and I can’t let go

But then I only want the best it’s true

They can’t believe the things I do for you

What you won’t do, do for love

You’ve tried everything but you don’t give up

In my world, only you makes me do for love what I would not do

Makes me do for love what I would not do

I was also reminded by Color Me Badd’s Choose when I thought of my so-called adventure from KK to Labuan, "Only love will make me do what I don’t wanna do…"

Despite my being upset of the fact that I have to go to Labuan on Saturday and leave Faiq for 4 days, God must have spent a litle more time on me. As we always say, ada hikmah disebaliknya. There was infact indeed a hikmah as Rafiq informed me that he’ll be in KK on Saturday before flying off to Miri the next day. My flight was in fact bound for KK, transitting in Labuan. Despite some confusion and the lost of hope of making it to KK, alas at 2220 hrs, I arrived at KK. Was introduced to Rafiq’s colleagues who will be going to Miri with him. We spent the night at Promenade Hotel.

On Sunday, we walked to the Philippines market where we bought salted fish and dried shrimps. Then we went back to the hotel, watched tv and it was time to check out. Rafiq and his colleagues took a cab to the airport whilst I went to Jessleton to board on a ferry.

I once said to a friend all these worst case scenarios always happen to me. I was informed earlier that the ferry will leave for Labuan at 1330 hrs but that’s actually the schedule on any other day except Sunday. When I arrived to board on the 1500 hrs ferry ride, I found out in dismay that the ferry tickets are sold out. I started to panic, just like some others who were Labuan bound. Then there was a cab driver who said he would drive us in his Unser cab to Menumbok where another ferry terminal is situated approximately 130km away. I agreed as I NEED to be in Labuan today. There were 8 of us cramped in the Unser on a two hour bumpy journey. I asked my cab mate about travelling to Labuan from Menumbok and she suggested an alternative to ferry service i.e. the speed boat. The speed boat takes appoximately 20 minutes while the ferry will take approximately 2 hours. I was praying that no other surprise will be in store for me as I am dead tired from my journey. Alhamdulillah I managed to purchase the RM13 speed boat ticket. I never experience any kind of motion sickness and despite having experiences in open sea, this is the first time I felt queasy. I can feel my stomach going topsy turvy. I don’t think the sea was rough, maybe that’ how it’s like riding on a speed boat.

I checked in my hotel at about 1530 hrs. If I were to board on the ferry from Jessleton, my expected time of arrival would be at 1800 hours. Though it was one heckuva journey, it was kinda adventurous for me. Despite being tired, I’m glad I made it. Even if it costs more and I only get to see Rafiq for a few hours, the experience of making the journey for your loved ones is PRICELESS!!

This Is Why I Crave For That 70’s Show

Tuesday, May 15th, 2007

Fez:

Hey say no more.. . . my sensitive friend, I am sorry. . .No more phone pranks from now on

(Fez lies down on Kelso’s bed, the phone rings Fez reaches first while Kelso tries to take it from Fez)

Fez:

Learn to trust your friends

(Fez takes phone and puts ear to receiver)

Fez:

(calmly) Mr. Sexys Pizza

(Kelso gets mad but Fez quickly puts his hand up to signal him to calm down)

Fez:

Our special today is sexaroni

(Kelso goes to take phone from Fez and puts ear on receiver, sits next to Fez)

Kelso:

Fez! God, (on phone) Hello? . . .  Brooke! . . . What? . . . Your water broke? (pauses to look at Fez) What

does that mean? . . . Oh, God, that’s disgusting! No, why would you tell me that . . .  (yells) OH!! JEEZ!

Okay, okay, I’m on my way (hangs up phone/stands) THIS IS IT, I‘M HAVING A BABY!!

Fez:

Go get ‘em buddy

(Kelso exits, Fez is left sitting in his room, phone rings and Fez answers)

Fez:

Mr. Sexys Pizza? Our special today is sexaroni. . . .Well, It’s like pepperoni but

sexy . . . (surprised/nervous) You–you mean you want some? . . . um . . .  we’re closed.

(Fez slowly hangs up phone)

Grpstar

BAD DAY!!

Thursday, May 10th, 2007

Bad Day

Kay Ryan

Not every day
is a good day
for the elfin tailor.
Some days
the stolen cloth
reveals what it
was made for:
a handsome weskit
or the jerkin
of an elfin sailor.
Other days
the tailor
sees a jacket
in his mind
and sets about
to find the fabric.
But some days
neither the idea
nor the material
presents itself;
and these are
the hard days
for the tailor elf.

I’m having a bad day because some events took place which makes me look incompetent at work. It involves another person but I don’t even wanna go there. And I have to leave for Labuan tomorrow and leave my son for 3 nights.

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BENCINYA RASA CAMNIH..

Leaving On A Jet Plane

Sunday, May 6th, 2007

I set my alarm at 4.45 a.m. yesterday as the KLIA Limo will be picking Rafiq up at 5.15 a.m. His flight is at 7 a.m. Faiq was the alarm clock instead as he suddenly cried at about 4.30 a.m. He was probably hungry..he hadn’t had anything since 7.30 p.m. yesterday. Perhaps he could sense that Babah will be gone for another two weeks. *Sigh*

You’ll be missed  :o(

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE

All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Weekend in PD

Sunday, May 6th, 2007

YES!! We did indeed spend the weekend in PD. Jan informed me that she P1030459 managed to get her office’s apartment unit at Tanjung Tuan Beach Resort so I decided to rent another two room apartment. Called up my two biras to find out if they were coming along because I was afraid that there won’t be any room available as reservations were made at the very last minute. A million thanks to Ms. Azita, the person in charge of reservations at Tanjung Tuan Beach Resort for being very helpful and informative. Was very excited to go actually!!

On Saturday morning, after Rafiq left for work, Faiq and I went to my parents house to pick up Dhirah who was joining us for out beach retreat. There was a huge jam on the way back due to some road closure. Somehow I didn’t notice Faiq messing with the clock in my car and I thought I was running late and had to rush making the fried macaroni for later that evening. Besides the macaroni, we were also packing drummets and ball-ball. When I asked my sister for the time, she said it was 12.10 and I was like, "wasn’t it 12.08 when we were stuck in the jam?" That was then I found out what my son did.

Anyway, we pushed off at nearly 3 p.m. as Rafiq was also caught in that jam. Faiq slept thruout the journey as he hasn’t slept the whole day since waking up. As we were about to reach PD, tetiba macam ada satu bau udang dalam kereta. Rafiq and I were like, "Eh, bau apa tuh?" I was puzzled as well. He thought it was the engine or something. Rupa Dhirah opened the ball-ball we packed. We laughed and laughed and laughed hard about it!! Reached PD at about 4 p.m. It so happened that our apartment was just one room away from Jan’s so senang laa nak berkomunikasi. It was still hot at 5.30 p.m. P1030479 that day but we still changed to our swimming attires anyways. Faiq was so excited but dia tuh kan hero sket, at first he refused to waer his flost but after much persuasion. He finally did. He loves both the pool and sea..kelakar tengok muka dia terkulat-kulat bila tertelan air laut. Mlm tuh Rafiq, Lala, Jan and Dik went to the nearest pasar malam to buy dinner. Faiq slept late..I think he slept at about 11 p.m…long after Muaz slept. After our attempt to have a game marathon on PS2 failed, Dhirah and I joined Rafiq, Jan, Dik and Lachik melepak kat tepi pool. Best nyer masa tuh, bulan mengambang, angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa..it was really serene. P1030468 Dhirah took some photos and we went up at about 12.30 midnight. We probably slept at about 1 a.m.

The next day we woke up at 8 a.m., had breakfast, mandi laut before checking out at 12. I performed another bimbo act by leaving my purse in our apartment. We had to wait for quite a while before the housekeeping people returned it. Stopped by at D.U to send off Dhirah and to watch a dissapointing badminton finals between Malaysia and China. Reached home at about 7 p.m. Manage to watched Heroes (again!) and Grey’s Anatomy coz Faiq slept early. Watched MTV’s Top 100 One Hit Wonder. Was surprised to see Hootie & THe Blowfish’ Only Wanna Be With You in it. Hootie has other great hits like the remake of STP’s Plush, Let Her Cry, I Will Wait. Kalau lagu Lemon Tree ke, Sleeping Satellite ker, Mambo No. 5 ker..boleh terima laa kan? Anyway, we slept at 11 p.m. after Rafiq packed for his two weeks trip to KK and Miri :o( Great weekend.P1030462

My Long Weekend Is Over!!!

Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007

Huhuhu..I was just checking the calender when I realised that the next public holiday will only be in August!!! Yikes!! I’m practically upset now. Of course laa I can take leave and all but the thought of the next public holiday 3 months away is such a dismay.

Anyways, I took leave on Monday which gave me a 5-day holiday last weekend. I guess I’ve blogged about what happened on Saturday. On Dscf8373 Sunday, I invited my parents over for lunch. Lunch was nasi ayam. My younger brother gave a rating of 4 1/2 over 5…woohoo. They stayed on until 6 p.m. as we already made plans to swim at Lachik’s condo. Since Faiq didn’t sleep the whole day, he was sleepy on the way to the condo so we did all we could to keep him awake. It’s actually an evil thing to do lar but then, if he sleeps at 6 pm then he’ll end up waking up at 10 p. and God knows when he’ll fall asleep again so that was kinda selfish act on our part..hehehe. We were in the pool for less than an hour as Maghrib approached then we stayed awhile at Lachik’s place before returning home at about 8 pm. Faiq went to sleep early so the parents ended up watching tv.

Rafiq did not apply for leave on Monday so I stayed at home on Monday. It was mostly layan’ing’ Faiq and preparing meals. I was very excited coz That 70’s Show is back!! Yippee! My favourite characters are..hmmm..I love all of them..except for Bob and Midge…hahahaha. Then there was also Amazing Race All Stars. I really wanted Danny and Oswald to be the top three competing teams for the finals but they are not really a strong team. Soooo, who will be the champion: Beauty Queens? Eric and Danielle? Charla and Mirna? We’ll wait and see…

P1030365 On Tuesday, we brought Faiq to the zoo!! Woke up early to prepare lunch bags for us and my two sisters which consists of burgers and chicken sandwiches. We arrived at the zoo at about 10.30 a.m. so we could actually watch the animal show which starts at 11 a.m. Tapi nyer..due to the weather and lack of attention span, Faiq got bored and before the first show (what’s that colourful bird from Macau called??!) ended, he already left his place. So for us it was halfway through the orang utan show..thus we didn’t get to watch the seal show. Tak kisah lar tuh..since Faiq still couldn’t feel the excitement of being in the zoo, we brought him to the aquariums and cages of animals he’s familiar with e.g. pony ride, monkeys dan keluarga P1030395 mereka, tiger, lions, elephants and giraffes. I could actually hear him say, "tekudtekudtekud" when he saw the zebras. Throughout the zoo visit, Faiq hardly sat in his stroller, he wanted to walk and walk and walk in the opposite direction so by the time we reached my parents house at about 2 p.m. the four baby sitters collapsed in la-la land!!P1030378  We went back home after tea and decided to spend a night at Dadima’s house coz we will be leaving early for our shopping spree in Nilai 3 the next day. Another reason for spending the night at Dadima’s house was because Rafiq was so enticed with Spiderman 3’s advert that he had to watch it that day so Rafiq, Dik,  Jan and I watched the midnight show at Leisure Mall. Tak best langsung..draggy and tak rasa macam block buster langsung..to the extent that I had to nudge someone to wake him up when Jan suddenly heard aloud snore!!! Hahahaha..that was a funny moment! It was almost 3 am when we reached home.

The next day we went to Nilai 3 to shop for carpets. Before that we stopped by Tanchoq’s (Rafiq’s schoolmate’s) pet shop in Bandar Sri Mahkota where Dadima purchased a new aquarium and a few fish which died on the way back.

Some weekend huh? I wonder if we’re going to PD this weekend :o)

Discovery Channel Week

Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007

Since becoming a ma’am, I had the leisure of watching tv and there are two documentaries which caught my attention. First was entitled The Boy Who Has A Tumor For A Face. The story below is an excerpt from a webpage on ordinary children.

"Novemthree Siahaan, or Noventri, as appears to be the local version of his name, is a young boy from the Indonesian Batam Island. He developed what has been called a colossal tumour on his face which began before the age of two. Gigantiform Cementoma is believed to be caused by the abnormal growth of a tooth or teeth. This causes the tissue of the teeth to grow, uncontrollably, into huge facial tumours.

Presurgery

Local doctors had neither the skill nor the facilities to treat the boy, and coming from a poor family it seemed unlikely that they could seek outside help. The boy was shunned by the villagers who were totally unfamiliar with the condition. There are only 10 recorded instances of this disease in the World.

Novemthree’s saviour arrived in the form of Dr. David Lui, a Buddhist missionary from the Tzu Chi Foundation. Dr Lui agreed to send Novemthree to Haulien in Taiwan to see specialist who could attempt the extremely complicated process of removing the tumour. The Tzu Chi Foundation would fund this treatment and agreed to fund his ongoing treatment in the future.

The treatment was carried out by a team of specialists headed by Dr. Cheng over a fifteen week period. The tumour was so large that it had compressed his eyes and grown through the lower jaw to the point that the mandible had been destroyed. This meant that the surgeons could not fully remove the tumour. They would need to leave part of the tumour and reshape it to form the missing lower jaw. Before surgery could commence Dr Cheng was required to perform a tracheostomy to permit the child to breathe as the tumour had all but blocked his wind-pipe.

The procedure was immensely successful and Novemthree has responded wonderfully. It was hoped that minor operations every 2/3 years would keep the tumours under control. But, the sudden deterioration, just one year later, has thrown this schedule into disarray.

Postsurgery

The final reconstruction would have to wait until bones in other parts of Novemthree’s body had grown sufficiently for grafts to be taken to form a new bone structure for his face.

At the start, Novemthree and his family, mother Mindo, father Siahaan and brother Saut, were shunned by the local villagers, but a year on and this has changed. Novemthree has made friends and the villagers are more accepting. He is able to lead something resembling a normal life.

However, all is not well, it has become obvious to the volunteers from the Tzu Chi Foundation that the tumours are still growing. So on July 5th 2005 Novemthree is returned to the Tz’u Chi Buddhist General Hospital in Hualien, Taiwan for further tests. A CT Scan reveals that the tumours are regrowing in every section of his face, and are more aggressive than anyone imagined. He will require immediate surgery to clear his airway and relieve the pressure building on his eyeball. It has become apparent that performing the operation will be dangerous and will also mean a lifetime in and out of the operating theatre for the boy.

To consent to his treatment, Mindo and Siahaan will commit Novemthree to a life of continual and painful treatment, far away from home. Repeat surgery is difficult and the planned operation will be the most dangerous he has so far undergone. Dr. Shuyr has a last minute concern, and decides that the only way the operation can proceed is to perform a permanent tracheotomy. This scares Mindo and throws the surgical team into a quandary. Caring for a permanent tracheotomy once back home will be very difficult, and at the last moment, the operation is cancelled.

Mindo and Novemthree return home to Batam in Indonesia where doctors hope Mindo and Siahaan will have time to come to terms with the tracheotomy. Sadly, on 14 September 2005, Novemthree died, quietly, in his sleep, not quite seven years old when he developed a respiratory problem from which he didn’t recover."

I cried and cried and cried for Novemthree’s parents and for him. I salute the parents for loving Novemthree unconditionally despite the fact that he is no normal child, the life they had gone through..being shunned away from the villagers and if it wasn’t for their saviour, Novemthree would never got the opportunity for any surgery and have to live their lives in isolation. I think what touched me the most was when his father lovingly cut his hair after the first two surgeries and how his father scratched his feet when he developed itchiness. Another emotional moment was when he refused to do his walking therapy..how his dad soothed him and to see his mother’s reaction when she saw him for the first time after 15 months of separation.

May Novemthree rest in peace…

The other documentary was about a Kazakhstan boy named Alamjan Nematilaev, who gave birth to his twin. Since his 3rd birthday, his family noticed that he had a big stomach but they never did anything about it. He was teased by his friends who said that he was pregnant. When he was 7, he complained of a stomach pains and difficulty in breathing. When doctors did a scan, they saw what they thought was a cyst so Alamjan underwent surgery to remove it. The doctors thoght something was weird about the cyst so they decided to cut it up. What they found inside was like a human form, though it looked abnormal in the sense that the body is not fully developed, they are almost certain that this is amedical condition termed as foetus in foetu, or baby within a baby. A foetus in foetu is a developmental hiccup that happens very rarely to identical twins. But the mistake comes so early in development that the twin inside never really had any chance of being a real live twin. It was stated in the documentary that one of of eight women are pregnant with twins but the twin die at the very early stage of pregnancy. Since 1900 or so, only 90 cases of foetus in foetu has been recorded.

Scary, huh? I mean I hear of difficulties during pregnancy but how would we know of this? I find this kind of experience traumatic for both parents and child carrying a twin he/she never knew. But no matter what, semua ini adalah dugaan Allah S.W.T and kita kena redha. Kita berdoa supaya dijauhkan daripada malapetaka atau dugaan yang dahsyat. AMIN!!

A Pleasant Surprise

Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007

It’s been two weeks since Rafiq left for Miri and I can sense that Faiq is getting anxious and missing Babah tremendously. The night before, he sort of "buat perangai"..refusing to sleep and when I scolded him, he screamed, "Babaaaaaaaaaah!!". When he finally went to sleep (dia tido teresak-esak), I called Rafiq and told him about it. He sounded sad and I reckoned he can’t wait to come back the next night. He said that his ETD from Miri is around 1615 hrs so I would expect him at the Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT station by 1900 hrs.

The next morning, I woke up early as I planned to bake a blueberry apple pie for Akif and Muaz’s birthday party at Dadima’s house. After breakfast, Faiq was playing in our living room while waiting to take his bath. Suddenly at about 10 a.m., I saw a KLIA limo stopped infront of my house. And out came Rafiq!! So I told Faiq that Babah is back. He looked out the door and he was screaming and jumping happily. I asked if he called earlier to ask me to pick him up because I left my handphone upstairs and he said no coz he wanted it to be a surprise :o) Faiq was very happy to see Babah..what more when Babah brought back a Bob the Builder and Thomas and Friends story books.

We went to Jaya Jusco after that to purchase Akif’s birthday present and I bumped into an acquaintance whom I haven’t seen for a long time!! After that we were off to Dadima’s for lunch cum Akif & Muaz’s birthday party. It turned out to be a dessert party coz besides my pie, Kak Ida brought Akif’s Batman birtday cake from Secret Recipe, K.Tine baked a Spiderman cake and cupcakes and K.Liza baked a chocolate mousse cheese cake. I tried everything and declared 28 April 2007 as Hari Kekenyangan Sedunia :o)